Regret Would Require Less Arrogance.

Regret would require less arrogance. It’s a pretty line from a song. A line that one of my girls quoted saying how well it would fit me; or at least fit IsMostlyEvil. And she’s right, IsME is an arrogant prick. And since IsME is a part of me, I guess that means that part of…

Prop 60: Proof California Is Stupid

Reposted from my pro gig… There are plenty of articles about Prop 60 from the industry standpoint. Articles talking about the freedom of speech issues, the personal safety issues, and the cost involved in implementing such a plan. This is not going to be one of those I’m not informed enough to give you a…

Good Enough For Yours

She recently said something along the lines of, “There are plenty here who are good enough for me, very few who are good enough for yours.” The words she spoke that night have made me think about standards. The standards I have for my girls as well as the ones I set for myself when…

Impress Me

Someone asked today how to become mine. This particular someone isn’t interested in actually becoming mine, they were just curious because of my recent acquisitions. The answer is simple, but there is no way to say it without sounding like a prick. And since I don’t really care if I come off as a prick… *Impress…

Love, And Other Trivial Things

I’ve never been someone who sought out love. It’s never been a priority. Companionship, a small amount of trust, someone I can talk to, not at… These are the things I long for. Love? No. Not love. Why not love? Well, as Def Leppard so eloquently put it, with big hair and a kick ass…

Haunted

There’s a smile from my past. It starts out shy and nervous; half hidden, as if afraid to bloom. But once it does… Once it does it becomes this thing no one can take their eyes off. You can’t be angry, you can’t be sad, you can’t be even the slightest bit annoyed in the…

The Gods of Slutty Women And Strong Zippers Smiled Upon Me

We needed a place. I thought I had a place, but not so much. And I’m running late because work was stupid and people weren’t where they were supposed to be. And now I don’t even have a place. What I had kinda almost planned out over the last 24 hours had managed to completely…

Intimacy

I’m craving intimacy lately. In a way I rarely have before. I feel alone and separated from the world; as if there’s been an emotional embargo placed upon me. I have women who want to fuck me. I have women who want me to perform wondrously horrid acts upon their bodies, to use them and…

Seeing Her Part 2: Seeing Me

We both have walls. Her’s are tall, thick, and reinforced. There’s barbed wire and search lights and guard towers. Get too close and a shot is going to be fired. Mine… Well, mine are painted with brightly colored signs and arrows pointing you to the fireworks show going on in the other direction. Intimidation vs…

Seeing Her

We both have walls. Her’s are tall, thick, and reinforced. There’s barbed wire and search lights and guard towers. Get too close and a shot is going to be fired. Mine… Well, mine are painted with brightly colored signs and arrows pointing you to the fireworks show going on in the other direction. Intimidation vs…

Why IsME Likes The R.A.C.K.

I’m having a discussion with someone new to the kinky arena on the difference between R.A.C.K. (Risk Aware Consensual Kink) and S.S.C. (Safe, Sane, and Consensual). First off, let me explain that I’m a R.A.C.K. player. And, that I’m not an edge player, as most people who follow the R.A.C.K. philosophy seem to be. Unfortunately…

IsMostlyEvil’s Glorious Guide To Getting The Girl: Curing Yourself of NGS

I know I’m hard on “Nice Guys”. I fully admit that if I ran the world, I’d cure Nice Guy Syndrome (NGS) by eliminating those who exhibit advanced symptoms with extreme prejudice. However, since I don’t (yet), I have to rely on education. And sometimes education has to be delivered with a sledge-hammer. Nearly everything…